we run because we want to be chased.

you made me realise how i always blog the saddest things. when your heart is heavy, it is so easy for the words to flow and flow as though they can take over the tears that refuse to stain your face. but recently i have been less melancholic in my writing. there is hope.

jealousy is a very very tiring emotion and i am going to eliminate it. =D there is no point in being jealous because you're incurring your own wrath and wasting your own time and emotions on useless things that won't change and they probably aren't even that important or affective but you're affected simply because you allow yourself to be.

it is tiring to guess and second guess what is really going on in somebody's mind but i realise it really is a waste of time when you can just ask and get a direct answer. and because you're so candid with me it is easy to put myself in your shoes and begin to understand you day by day. it's so amazing how close we have become almost inseparable and yet i know so little of you but i know so much at the same time. it is intriguing and exciting and every day is brand new and i learn something about you all the time you keep me smiling.

i can tell you all the things that go through my mind but they come and go so quickly sometimes it's hard to tell which are the emotions that will stay.

i finally discovered a theory today. it is a very powerful theory. very useful. very....good to bear in mind and i think it is what will make me better tomorrow.

i guess i'll never know, why sparrows love the snow.

i guess i'll never know, how did we fall so deep
i guess i'll never know, why do you love me so
but what i do know is, like what you've said,
we're falling deeper and deeper. =D

happy times are here. and happier blog entries will surface more now.

it has been 45 valentine's days with you.