we run because we want to be chased.

this has nothing to do with my sleep cycle. because i know if i climb into bed, i will sleep. but i don't want to. i prefer days to be short and nights to be long. i love being up when no one's about. there's then a good reason to be alone.

i love christmas but i love it a different way each year.

this year is full of misunderstood intentions. but nobody really knows why and what has happened to me. nobody really has to know i guess.

goodnight.