we run because we want to be chased.

feeling out of sorts today. the unsettling feeling inside just refused to go away. i hate feeling like this. and i hate the cough that makes me feel worse. i hate coughing. i love the drowsy feeling from the meds though, leaves me feeling high and though i'm really very sleepy now, i refuse to climb into bed.

i think i think too much. and i think i should stop opening my heart so much in order to prevent any hurt from coming. i don't know why but it seems as though it's going to come. sooner or later.

i guess i always have this issue with my inferiority complex and always thinking i'm not good enough for this that and everything. including you.