the extremes of sadness and joy are usually blatantly shown on my face. but i don't deal with disappointments all that well. that sinking feeling of being disappointed affects my mood but it does not affect the way i talk or laugh. most people know me as the girl who laughs at anything and everything. but only i know what lies beneath the laughter.
being disappointed with myself but knowing that i really put in my best does not justify anything. it only makes me feel a little worse because i feel incompetent, unable to rise up to the occasion.
i may be disappointed but i won't blame myself. the only way to move is forward and we will get there.
not just another face in the crowd.
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